Well, I understand your frustrations, but I also feel that you're the type of person who gets overly frustrated at things in general when they don't go your way, therefore, I don't think you should be considering poker as a way to make a living or a way to make a little extra money, in case that's what you've been thinking. The reason I feel this way is because poker is about the most frustrating thing a person could decide to do, unless he's got the emotions of a steel studded transformer that can turn from human to machine at will whenever he wants to.