SO...ive deposited and lost and deposited and lost.

I'm not gonna pretend I'm a winning player, in the sense that I am extracting money from the game.

I will go to the extent of making some excuses and saying I can make money, I just do not do so because of poor bankroll management.

The problem I have faced is that if I deposit 100 dollars...i find 5nl or 10nl too low stakes for me. I've played hundreds of dollars in a casino, so idk it just seems crazy to be investing so much energy to make dimes or nickels.

I've been able to play 25nl seriously, but i honestly think that onilne 25nl may be stronger than live 1/2 nl.

Atleast when talking about the casinos I have gone to.

I am a student and cant really afford to shovel in 500 or more into a bankroll at once. Even for 25nl I need atleast 1000 for a safe bankroll. There are just too many downswings, even for winnign players.

Do you guys have any advice on how to stay focused at a 5nl or 10nl? Am I just too money focused? should i just forget about the money and play these stakes and worry about my plays and actions.

This is what I want to do, but I just find it hard. I seem to get bored. When I play high stakes, i either am outclassed or have too small of a bankroll. Although, i feel at these stakes I am fully focused and invested in the game.