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Good afternoon.
I can not understand or know-how to say it. The fact that for half a year has won in freerolls 2-3 places can poker is not my thing.
Shorter than the guys do not know how to explain. Let me explain how I see it I play in the freerolls, play on FTP and Stars Poker there is still room 2 play. only freerolls want to get up but not like I can not, my problem is that I spend firolom to 5 mapping and 7 hours climb very well, shorter than a bistro is all fine until a certain point, that is admissible in a freeroll is 10000 150 prize I rise normally when only 1000 people I have 150,000 and here comes my most favorite moment I do not start stupid not to carry with whatever card I did not go then the lists you AA or KK or AK odnomasnye it all misrepresented that it seems to me that I was specifically begin to move me it is very greatly infuriates help me tell me what's going on is a miracle already half a year.
Sometimes it happens that I moved my quads - Straight Flush shorter popravnoe not happening.
And yet, and very often they throw me out of the tournament well, that is, moving at 154 168 175 153 prizes.
Give me something to please you very much and please do not think that full of a fool I just do not know how to call it.
Thank you our heartfelt thanks.