"why am i unlucky" is deff the wrong way to look at it too man.... when i was a break even sng player (ups n downs constantly) i remember saying to myself " man this reg always has ak ! how come he always has it vs my aq etc" now i realize.. he was only showing me ak .... aka: he was only gettin it in ahead. youll get there man... there are lots of winning players, its not impossible