omfg i dont understand why merge repeatedly just rapes me

[fkucdaw0rld]

lol so how does my playing make shit like this happen REPEATEDLY without fail? look how i JUST got knocked out of my 2 tournaments..one of them in the final table with only like 8 ppl left....gotta love this bullshit bro i dont understand how many times shit like this can happen to me...was bubble boy in my tournament last night when i had AQ but that was against aces...fuccing bubble boy and now this bullshit..i cant stand it anymore, then people talk shit when i play bad hands and hit but im just like wtf am i supposed to do but play hands from behind when every time im in ahead i get sucked out on??? its so pathetic, i'll be 30% or better and NEVER hit any of my fuccing outs but people hit their one outers on me at will