You need to take a break for a while and then come back with new found confidence. The pros even say that they have to step away some times. There is gonna be a down time and you just have to minimize that time. Things will get better soon. Although I know the feeling. I am struggling to get my BR back up from a blowup as well, so we are in the same boat right now. Chin up, take a break and then come back with new excitement and I will only charge you 1% of your winnings, lmao. Good luck.