i have a good day on sat. make 28 in freerolls and 2 in money t, 20 at cake 1k,2.80 at gfn, .30 at redstar and 5 at ph international team pros(its a good league),and 2 at carbon, today .75 at carbon wstp and 4.80 4th at betsharks so i put 5.50 in at ofc 2k added and dead crds and allin idiots. so i make 0 on day. would have had 33k and chip lead at hero 100 for usa players, i have pocket aces at utg so i call lookin for a raise and there is none. high card on flop is 10 and i bet 1800 and 1 caller with k10, i have him trapped next card is another low 1, i shove allin (13k)and he calls,he has 5 outs and sure enough another 10 on river. i have shoved allin with pocket aces 5 times before this and lost every 1. 1 time i flopped a set of aces and still lost to a flush. so 6 times ive had aces cracked in a row, all the other times no 1 called. so i tilted and then calmed down. i still am down about 25 $ in money tourneys since 4/15, but ive spent at least 35 in fees. im up 590 in freerolls since 4/15 and really think ill never win any significant amount in money games. the bottom line is I stink in money ts and am decent in freerolls. for all of u out there who r ahead in money ts , i say that u r a better player than me. in 2 years im only up 375 in money ts, thats horrible and without the 220 and 140 wins in money ,it would be near 0. how can i make 3200 in freerolls in 2 years and almost nothin in money ts. my only explanation is that the play is so bad in freerolls that i win a lot of big pots against players with mediocre hands. i never seem to win many big pots in money ts. also the fees add up.probably spent 150 in fees in 2 years. i also get bubbled or near bubbled out a lot in money ts. ive tried all kinds of games and nothing works. i give up!