Is Deep in Tournament # lost money on blackjack!! 3k!! from 50 bucks

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as the title says started with 50 bucks and just couldn't stop ... got up to 3k . chose not to withdraw worked like 8 hours to make up that much.. and then within 1 hour lost it all.. Im an idiot.. it depressed me very bad !

Lost even more money recently trying to do it again.. got up to 150 from 50.. feel like i have a system then when i deviate from it things go bad.. i wasn't using my senses this morning either.. but i will crack big again i feel it. i know how to bet now on blackjack

gotta make small minimum bets at first.. then throw up a fat bet every 10 hands or so.. wait till you are down like 4 hands then chuck a lot of dough.. but you'll never move up betting the same amount everytime.