I went busto and it feels GREAT!

I've dreaded going busto for a while now, i suppose im really not fully broke cause i got a ton of paypal from selling bcp. Either way, I read this guys story and he speaks of going busto makes you feel "free" so to say and i must admit it does. My somewhat different poker story (extremely tl;dr) - Poker Beats Brags and Variance

I got a few bucks from some PO tourny's DON'd it up, cash'd some mtt's and had profitable horses so have been afloat. but after reading these i resonate with what this guy says, Im not down to my last few bucks and need to spin it up, no i feel great. And yes i blew my last 30 bucks on BCP playing blackjack. Went to carbon lost 20 bucks in roulette on 2 spins of the wheel, then craps to lose 16 more. Went to 3 card poker with 10 got it up to 60 and raised the stakes and went broke. I'm glad, this may sound stupid but it feels awesome.