YIKES MO> i feel b ad if all thats has happened to u ,a nd NO u shoundt carry on like th at. A lot of people get ga mbling pr obs, not just u, and cant keep it at a fun level and under control, so i really thinku need some help to quit. u can try GA< if u have one near u, they are all o ver, my friends bfriend, had the same prob and still does,, so he just doesnt go near poker at all now. he cant jus play a little bit,, so he had to quit. I hope thigngs work out for u!!!!! GL> and try to stay away from gambling.