I will still be around tryin to earn points and maybe play in the FR's here but ive reached my limit on being able to handle the beats im taking. I try not to get it allin pre but with the way people will chase you almost have to push with big hands to get some of em to fold. I could give a shit less about when my hands are winning nothing pots but every time i get an allin pot online its always something, usually 2 and 3 outers are the NUTS but almost anything more then that is a gaurunteed win against me.

Im not saying i expect to win alot of games , a few would be nice but im also not expecting to get beat everytime im in a big pot with best hand like i am. But i do expect some nice cashes for 2 reasons. 1. I do cash alot(high roi) in Live turnys and i used to win online before the "first black day" when party and all them pulled out of the US market. Before then i had 14 mtt wins and some sat wins since then im not coming close to a win unless its in our freerolls here. Im done using the "rigged" word as i know they have nothing to gain by fkin me over, i may joke from time to time about it but thats it..

I dont think my game is bad at all but i dunno if its my tight image that feeds the gamblers heads into making some bad calls/good results. im just not sure whats going on , it has to be something im doing or i am just one of the unluckiest bastards playing online lol Like in the last game i was just in and it was a PO freeroll. had KK preflop there was a raise(4xbb(75/150) or so) and 3 calls so when it got back( i was bb i think) to me i pushed for 2500 more and got all 3 callers. well i knew i was beat since theres 4 of us in it but QJ won it with me hitting trips and 99 in it and A10 or something. Now granted that hand was in a donk fest and the guy who won said he misclicked cause this table popped up over his other game where he was calling a allin oooops!! i dont buy it but none the less worst hand wins again..

My main point of this post is just to vent a little but the taking a break part i think is needed, at least from buyins cause its same kind shit there too. too much variance in low buyins from $11 on down. So i might just play the FR's here till i can get a decent roll to play higher then $11 buyins. Now if i get my settlement in september i may put some money on there since i havent deposited in well over a year and a half but i have to find a way away from these small buyin games where its more bingo then poker..

Rant over thnx all and GL on the felt