Ok the title says everything: From zero to 5k $ in 5 years ..... we will see

But sorry, some information to me.
I am from Germany, so pls excuse all my mistakes I do in english. I am 25 years old and I will start to study economics in a few days. I play poker since 2010 and I love that game. Although I have such a big minus .... maybe I am crazy, dont know

My history is told quickly.
I have lost very much money in online poker, because of my f***ing discipline. I know I can play quite good. If I would to more to learn theorie strategies and some mathematics I think I could be a winning player... IF (!!!!!!!!!!!) there wouldn't be my missing discipline. It was until now impossible for me to hold my BRM longer than max two weeks. Then there was a Loss, then on tilt, then higher limits, then more loosing, then more on tilt and then account empty .... but I liked and still I do) the game too much to give up. So there were thousands of new trys with deposits of circa a total of 5k euro, spread on some different poker sites ... Now, I will begin to study in a few days, I have no more money to spent to the pros so I try to build up a bankroll only through freerolls and the possible mt-sngs, and mtts with the profit of the freerolls. Thats quite exciting.

Started some days ago with 0.00 $
at this moment and as consequence of having my first cash in a Pokerowned-Freeroll, my bankroll is with some ups and downs during the day grown up to the incredible amount of 0,63$
I am Chrome Star, so I have access to the privilege freerolls until the end of oktober
+ a ticket to a scratch and match intellipoker freeroll
+ a school pass ticket

So my gain for October: For sure at least a bankroll of 10k $, Status: Platinum Star and some won tickets to PCA, EPTs etc.

Ok joke (or not?..... hmmm... no... it was a joke (had u, right? ))

Would be glad to reach the gain: Minimize the times of falling to zero So my gain is, to practice discipline and control my feelings after loosing and first of all not control my feelings when being on tilt, but my doings!!!

Thats it for now

Good luck everyone on the tables.